Tarrot card today says....DEATH!!!

Death

This card is commonly misconstrued and does not specifically pertain to physical death. The Death card signifies change in your life brought about by the ending of a current situation and the beginning of a new one. While the card itself may be morbid, it actually represents exciting change in your life. Be prepared for new and exciting situations to develop.

Embracing change

Seems like this year is all about CHANGE for me.

My dad told me sometime in February that he plans to move to his house in Seremban by the end of the year. And i was like ' end of the year? ohh ok' -- thinking i have plenty of time to save up and find a place to stay on my own. Then things cropped up, and my dad kept changing his mind to move in August, then July and suddenly he tells me JUNE!! Arghh...

It is exciting this new chapter in my life. I decided that i will find a place further away due to budget constraints, and also cuz i do not wanna share an apartment with a stranger, nor let out a room so i can afford an apartment in Damansara Perdana or Kelana Jaya or wherever.

So i have been spending the past weekend driving around and looking at apartments. Last Monday, i had an appointment with an agent and he showed me a 3+1 apartment!Arghh...i was like 'What would i need so many rooms??'.

So the hunt is still on.......

I'm not even sure i'll fix an Astro for the apartment - heck, i will let dad have the tv! Hmm... i might have to find a new job to live comfortably! :) Yes, i know...i know...it has only been a little over 6 months with this job. *itching*

What i look forward to?

1. My own space .... no need to be 'decent'!! ha!!
2. My own stuff and decor (existing stuff)
3. An empty apartment - minimal furnishing
4. Cooking @ home more often - pastries, soups, hmm...
5. Finally displaying my candles and lamps!! yeayy!!

Ok, now i am getting excited all over again...nervous yet excited. Nervous about being really alone yet excited with the prospect of finally living on my own.

Now let's just go find that apartment, ok? *fingers crossed*

Things that make me smile....

This morning while getting ready for work, i decided to compile alist of things that definitely make me smile...... :D

1. Looking at a baby smile while he/she sleeps - with the belief that angels are playing with her/him... sooo cute!

2. Some notti memories *lips sealed*

3. Goofy moments with my best friends - this is an on-going thing!

4. Reminiscing silly moments while in Argentina - riding a gear-less motorbike, trying to enter a casino (underage), 'haunted stories', the motorbike accident, etc

5. My amazing time with the Orang Asli in Kuala Pilah - trekking (thats where i experienced my first right arm torn muscle and phobia for durians!!)

6. Getting really burnt (really burnt as i LITERALLY shed a layer of skin!!!) while tanning in Bali! No one will ever know (i hope!) how painful it was!

7. My trips to the Philippines - ohgod i sooooooooooo miss the food, the barge trips, the loooong drives and the islands!

8. The NEW YEAR parties!!

We're all fabulous!!!!

My current fave inspirational quote... i simple love it!!!!!!!!!!!! :D


"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you NOT to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us, it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." - Marianne Williamson

Numero Uno, baby!

I am just too excited!

Obsessed about flowers

I just couldn't help it....

After the first shot, i just went on and on and on...

For a virgin photographer, i think i did pretty well, if i may say so myself. :D

Heaven in my mind

So here i am sitting around all kinds of insects flying around me, birds and whatever else. Straight ahead i see the outline of the mountains, the beginning of the mist..... picture perfect really.

I am in Pahang...and it's half pleasure, half work. Pleasure because the villa is super fabulous.







I am scared about getting down to work --- as i do not know if i can give it justice - writing about this place. I am still at loss of words...the right, justifiable words.



I plan to wake up real early tomo to talk a walk uphill and maybe take some pics. Aside from that, i plan to do NOTHING tomorrow. How fantastic is that? That's what the owner of this place recommended for tomo. Just take in all the sights and sounds of the mountains/forest. Wow...

Something bugging me tho - a friend of mine says he can't imagine me as a person who can appreciate the jungle. I don't blame him as i guess he does not know me well enough. I find the hills and mountains very peaceful. I treasure my morning walks in the park alone - a time for me to meditate or just get lost in my thoughts. And it keeps me going - my own form of motivation.

But i am not here to prove myself to anyone. :)

I always have this thought that i hope whoever it is i end up with,....i would like to spend my older years in either Cameron Highlands or somewhere like Ipoh. A smaller place, simple life.

But you wouldn't have guessed that if u met me! But then again, i am full of surprises!! :)

I will try to upload some pics of this place later tonight. For now, i am going to sit back and just listen to the sounds of the Pahang forest!