If all fails...

I always joke around and say 'If all fails, at least i can do....' --- > and it all depends on what i was doing well at the moment.

For example, this afternoon while going downstairs for lunch with my colleague, and i found myself holding the lift for the 'whole world'!! So it was then that i told my colleague "If all fails, at least i can be a lift operator". Let's see --- have more options now - lift operator, Starbucks barrista (as i love making cafe lattes - i know....so lame and sick!), bouncer (experienced during the recent property forum), housewife (cooking a storm for parties 2-3 times a year counts?! Right?), etc...

Well, it's nice to have choices, no?

Last night while i was in the car on my way back from Seremban (AGAIN!!! i went there like 3 times since last Saturday!), my sister asked me what immediate future plans were. I wish it was all that simple.... so i just told her casually what i thought and then kept staring out the window. Lucky it was pitch black and me all teary was not so obvious.

I do have options, choices... it's just a matter of which direction i want to head to.

Isn't the unknown a little intimidating?

I have always been able to take the plunge and jump head-on to new adventures, new work, new cultures.... open to trying new things and facing challenges. But this one thing...this ONE thing.... makes me scared. *half smile*

Well, surely the only way to go now is -----> to just bloody do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D